I have been crying (emotional) far more than normal...
Caveat: I cry during movies, advertisements, playing the national anthem during the Olympics
But I have recently started crying without those visual cues.
I cry when I come to the realization that I have not even come close to working on ANYTHING.
I cry when the actual thought crosses my mind that I am really pregnant.
I cry when I think about all of the things that I need to do between now & then - not just "the baby quilt" & 100+ hand made receiving blankets, but day care, etc.
I cry when I am alone & wonder if this is the right thing to be doing.
I cry when I think about how polar opposite I am from my MIL & how she just doesn't get it. (I am apparently full of sh*t when I say that I don't like to talk on the phone. Sorry, I did not grow up talking on the phone, nor did I see this behaviour exhibited by my parents - back then there was this thing called long distance & I lived in a different area code from my High School & different time zone from any family.)
I am tired of all of the "new stuff" going on in my body - when will the aching stop? (If anyone out there says December 4th - aka Due date - you better start running & ducking now.) Oh & I cry when I am made to think that I am the only on who is acting like a big baby over that stuff.
Oh and I am tired PERIOD. The only time that i get anything done is over the weekend - after a nap (after I slept in of course). I seriously doubt that if I changed my work scedule that any of that would change, so I will continue to arrive at 6:30 & leave at 3 - because I can still do more things after work than I could while sleeping the morning away (like visiting child care centers). Besides, the commute would add road rage to my already impressive list of things to cry about!
I could go on, but that is a pretty good illustration...